Megan talks about her early departure from 'Big Brother 19'

[caption id="attachment_1590" align="aligncenter" width="640"] Megan Lowder at her home in Cathedral City with her service dog Guinness. (Photo: Xochitl Pena/The Desert Sun)[/caption]

Megan didn't self-evict....

As we said earlier, Paul or any other person shouldn’t be blamed for any decisions Megan Lowder may have made to leave the game. She can make her own choices......Although the discussions on the Live Feeds led us and the Big Brother fandom to interpret Megan's departure as the result of a self-eviction, Megan is now saying that isn't what went down. This comes after a fan asked Megan on Snapchat why she self-evicted, and Megan told her, "I did not."



In an interview with The Desert Sun posted Friday, Megan said PTSD from a previous sexual assault is why she left the house. In an interview with The Desert Sun posted Friday, Megan said,

"When I was stationed in Norfolk, Virginia [where she served in he Navy], I was sexually assaulted and I got really bad PTSD from it. So in the house... I had a lot of guys yelling at me and attacking me and it started really affecting me and making my anxiety severe and I was starting to get physically ill. I was throwing up, I had diarrhea, I was nauseous all the time."

Megan said the decision for her to leave was mutual. And regarding her involvement in the argument about the racist remark, she said,

"I could have heard wrong, it's entirely possible, but I was already talking to them about wanting to leave before that and so at that point I knew I couldn't handle it anymore and I went into the diary room where I started having a panic attack and they wound up taking me to the hospital a couple hours later."

In the end, she doesn't blame anyone else for her exit.

"It was my own issues that lead to everything, it wasn't anyone else's fault," she said.

"Without my stuff going on I probably could have handled things very, very differently and been fine but I just couldn't." She added.

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